One advantage of growing older is that life slows down, and consequently, you start to notice more. The downside to that is becoming complacent happens much sooner than it used to. And then when you want to get un-complacent, you have to think really hard where and when and why it happened. And then you realize that none of that matters and you just need to decide where the line starts, where complacency begins, and where are you in relation to that, and how do you get back on the other side of the line, if you ever find it and you don't think you ever will, and then you just want to drink one more beer and go to bed. And, surprise, surprise, you've found the line.