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some more about me
Mar. 17th, 2004 10:53 pmFIRSTS
First job: delivering the (now defunct) painesville telegraph every afternoon in 7th and 8th grade.
First screen name: prgrmr (I hate change)
First kiss: mary beth evans
First self purchased CD: no idea, but it was within the last 5-6 years. really.
First piercing/tattoo: hoop in cartilage of left ear last Jan. (2003)
First credit card: sears. No longer have, and won't again
First true love: rayann
First big trip: family vacation to florida in 1968 to visit my grandparents
First concert: fairweather. local band in ohio
First musician you remember hearing in your house: perry como christmas music. hey, it was the 60's.
Lasts:
Last big car ride: last sept to and from cleveland to see my brother before he shipped out. (he's currently in iraq)
Last kiss: tonight at my girlfriend's place
Last library book checked out: standard catalog of world coins
Last movie seen: watching the pirate movie (again) as I type this
Last beverage drank: into my second guinness (happy st. pat's day!)
Last food consumed: screaming yellow zonkers go remarkably well with guinness
Last phone call: my other brother (the cop) called me on his way into work. pleasant surprise, it was
Last CD played: sisters of mercy: floodland
Last annoyance: trying to help my son fix his cd player (I ended-up helping by going back on-line and watching my movie while he made use of my tools and fixed it)
Last soda drank: hmmm... not a big soda drinker any more. I had an IBC cream soda last weekend... or was it the weekend before?
Last ice cream eaten: ben & jerry's coffee heathbar crunch 2 weekends previous
Last time scolded: today by my ex for not giving her stuff which I did. turns out they just got misplaced.
Last shirt worn: wearing my green turtleneck in the spirit of the day
Last website visited: my ebay page
State of Being:
I AM: full
I WANT: way too much
I HAVE: too many bills to pay
I WISH: to see my kids more
I HATE: not much. I try not to do that. but broccoli is right up there
I FEAR: heights, but only in certain contexts like on ladders, strange dogs because of a couple of bad experiences as a small child, and screwing my back up yet again and ending up an invalid or worse
I HEAR: the voice in my head telling me I need to sleep. I tend to ignore that voice as much as I can
I SEARCH: for contextless meaning
I WONDER: how my life would have gone if I hadn't made so many mistakes
I REGRET: not moving out sooner
I LOVE: my kids, my girlfriend, my parents, my friends, and yes, even my ex.
I ACHE: in my heart
I ALWAYS: react emotionally
I AM NOT: going to give up
I DANCE: seldom
I SING: only in my car
I CRY: too much
I AM NOT ALWAYS: swift enough on the up-take
I WRITE: no where near as often as I could. or should
I WIN: seldom
I LOSE: everthing at least once
I CONFUSE: myself alot. dyslexia and ocd are an unwieldy combination at times
I GET CONFUSED BY: change
I NEED: to broaden my perspective
I SHOULD: get some sleep
YES or NO:
YOU KEEP A DIARY: no (I don't lj enough for this to count)
YOU LIKE TO COOK: yes
YOU HAVE A SECRET YOU HAVE NOT SHARED WITH ANYONE: yes.
HAVE A Boyfriend/Girlfriend: girlfriend.
WANT TO GET MARRIED: yes
GET MOTION SICKNESS: only on amusement park rides that spin
THINK YOU'RE A HEALTH FREAK: not in my lifetime
GET ALONG WITH YOUR PARENTS: yes, as an inverse function of proximity, although we are getting better
LIKE THUNDERSTORMS: yes
FAVORITE:
NUMBER: 3
COLOR: charcoal gray
DAY: Tuesdays
MONTH: December
SONG(S): too many to list
SEASON: autumn
DRINK: coffee
PREFERENCES:
CUDDLE OR MAKE OUT: as often as possible
CHOCOLATE MILK, OR HOT CHOCOLATE: hot chocolate
MILK, DARK OR WHITE CHOCOLATE: dark
VANILLA OR CHOCOLATE: chocolate, except for cream soda
IN THE LAST 24 HRS, HAVE YOU...
CRIED? yes, late last night with gf
HELPED SOMEONE? yes, gf and gf's daughter, my son, my brother. hey, what do you know? it's been a good day
BOUGHT SOMETHING? yes, food
GOTTEN SICK? no
GONE TO THE MOVIES? no
GONE OUT FOR DINNER? No
SAID 'i love you'?: yes
WRITTEN A REAL LETTER: No
TALKED TO AN EX?: yes, several times on the phone and once in person
WRITTEN IN A JOURNAL?: case in point
HAD A SERIOUS TALK?: oh yes
MISSED SOMEONE? yes
HUGGED SOMEONE? yes
FOUGHT WITH YOUR PARENTS? No
FOUGHT WITH A FRIEND? No
First job: delivering the (now defunct) painesville telegraph every afternoon in 7th and 8th grade.
First screen name: prgrmr (I hate change)
First kiss: mary beth evans
First self purchased CD: no idea, but it was within the last 5-6 years. really.
First piercing/tattoo: hoop in cartilage of left ear last Jan. (2003)
First credit card: sears. No longer have, and won't again
First true love: rayann
First big trip: family vacation to florida in 1968 to visit my grandparents
First concert: fairweather. local band in ohio
First musician you remember hearing in your house: perry como christmas music. hey, it was the 60's.
Lasts:
Last big car ride: last sept to and from cleveland to see my brother before he shipped out. (he's currently in iraq)
Last kiss: tonight at my girlfriend's place
Last library book checked out: standard catalog of world coins
Last movie seen: watching the pirate movie (again) as I type this
Last beverage drank: into my second guinness (happy st. pat's day!)
Last food consumed: screaming yellow zonkers go remarkably well with guinness
Last phone call: my other brother (the cop) called me on his way into work. pleasant surprise, it was
Last CD played: sisters of mercy: floodland
Last annoyance: trying to help my son fix his cd player (I ended-up helping by going back on-line and watching my movie while he made use of my tools and fixed it)
Last soda drank: hmmm... not a big soda drinker any more. I had an IBC cream soda last weekend... or was it the weekend before?
Last ice cream eaten: ben & jerry's coffee heathbar crunch 2 weekends previous
Last time scolded: today by my ex for not giving her stuff which I did. turns out they just got misplaced.
Last shirt worn: wearing my green turtleneck in the spirit of the day
Last website visited: my ebay page
State of Being:
I AM: full
I WANT: way too much
I HAVE: too many bills to pay
I WISH: to see my kids more
I HATE: not much. I try not to do that. but broccoli is right up there
I FEAR: heights, but only in certain contexts like on ladders, strange dogs because of a couple of bad experiences as a small child, and screwing my back up yet again and ending up an invalid or worse
I HEAR: the voice in my head telling me I need to sleep. I tend to ignore that voice as much as I can
I SEARCH: for contextless meaning
I WONDER: how my life would have gone if I hadn't made so many mistakes
I REGRET: not moving out sooner
I LOVE: my kids, my girlfriend, my parents, my friends, and yes, even my ex.
I ACHE: in my heart
I ALWAYS: react emotionally
I AM NOT: going to give up
I DANCE: seldom
I SING: only in my car
I CRY: too much
I AM NOT ALWAYS: swift enough on the up-take
I WRITE: no where near as often as I could. or should
I WIN: seldom
I LOSE: everthing at least once
I CONFUSE: myself alot. dyslexia and ocd are an unwieldy combination at times
I GET CONFUSED BY: change
I NEED: to broaden my perspective
I SHOULD: get some sleep
YES or NO:
YOU KEEP A DIARY: no (I don't lj enough for this to count)
YOU LIKE TO COOK: yes
YOU HAVE A SECRET YOU HAVE NOT SHARED WITH ANYONE: yes.
HAVE A Boyfriend/Girlfriend: girlfriend.
WANT TO GET MARRIED: yes
GET MOTION SICKNESS: only on amusement park rides that spin
THINK YOU'RE A HEALTH FREAK: not in my lifetime
GET ALONG WITH YOUR PARENTS: yes, as an inverse function of proximity, although we are getting better
LIKE THUNDERSTORMS: yes
FAVORITE:
NUMBER: 3
COLOR: charcoal gray
DAY: Tuesdays
MONTH: December
SONG(S): too many to list
SEASON: autumn
DRINK: coffee
PREFERENCES:
CUDDLE OR MAKE OUT: as often as possible
CHOCOLATE MILK, OR HOT CHOCOLATE: hot chocolate
MILK, DARK OR WHITE CHOCOLATE: dark
VANILLA OR CHOCOLATE: chocolate, except for cream soda
IN THE LAST 24 HRS, HAVE YOU...
CRIED? yes, late last night with gf
HELPED SOMEONE? yes, gf and gf's daughter, my son, my brother. hey, what do you know? it's been a good day
BOUGHT SOMETHING? yes, food
GOTTEN SICK? no
GONE TO THE MOVIES? no
GONE OUT FOR DINNER? No
SAID 'i love you'?: yes
WRITTEN A REAL LETTER: No
TALKED TO AN EX?: yes, several times on the phone and once in person
WRITTEN IN A JOURNAL?: case in point
HAD A SERIOUS TALK?: oh yes
MISSED SOMEONE? yes
HUGGED SOMEONE? yes
FOUGHT WITH YOUR PARENTS? No
FOUGHT WITH A FRIEND? No
