you know you're depressed when... #137

Your favorite pro football team has it's only nationally televised game on, and I don't want to go out to see it. I have basic, basic cable, so no ESPN. And even though the Cleveland game is the Sunday night game this week, I'm really not up for going to either of the two restaurants in town that will be showing it.

I keep telling myself I just have to get through this or that and life will get better. Except that there will always be a this or that. Always some unplanned expense or some stupid spat with the Ex that I let get to me, or something at work.

And drugs are not the answer. More sleep, a better diet and some exercise will help, but I don't think the ultimate answer is there either. I expect that finishing the divorce will be a huge milestone, but have no idea which way, emotionally, that will take me.

As always, time will tell.