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I used to think all I needed to do is stay busy enough. Fill my time with thoughts, work, kids, books, movies, projects, chores, responsibilities, hobbies, events, places, and things. But it's not enough. I need people, which is a difficult thing to admit, which is uncomfortable admitting. Specifically, I'd like there to be a person, then maybe work my way up to people. But, I've not had either a girl friend or a best friend in years now. I'm wondering if I've have simply forgotten how to be a friend.