fuckit

I still have 5 more pages of the Objection to response to in my written reply, and I couldn't care less. I am so not giving a damn right now about the court case, about getting a job, about the house, the divorce, about anything.

Tomorrow there's a model railroad show at the arena in Concord. I'm going to blow everything off and take Danny and whoever else wants to go. He and I went two years ago and he had a great time. Maybe watching my 9 year old have some fun will inspire me to give a damn again. Cause I certainly don't right now.